Mar. 19th, 2016

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Mar. 19th, 2016 06:59 pm
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I'm mad at myself. I wasn't very nice to Sam today. He showed me this online video about some Finnish TV show and I wasn't polite. I wasn't interested and my disinterest was all over my face and in my long bored sigh.

I feel like I'm just really bad at maintaining politeness in those types of situations. When I'm not interested in things, it's really obvious. Sometimes that's why it's so hard at work because I'll be working on a project I'm not interested in, and it's just really really hard to power through it.

I wish I could just accept things without judging in my mind so quickly.

This is one of the reasons why I don't think anyone likes me. They talk about things and when I'm bored, it shows. All over my face and body language. Then they get offended or think I'm really weird and I end up with no friends.

I guess that makes me kind of a total ass.

I'm really bad at relating to other people or even taking an interest in other people's lives. Sometimes what they're saying is just really boring.

Maybe I really am no better than Trump.

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