Mar. 10th, 2016 08:30 pm
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Just read an article or rather saw - it was kind of a photo series of babies being born. Some still covered in their sac. Blue. Wrinkly. Beautiful.

I've been thinking about beautiful drag queens. I was thinking that in an ideal world, we could all be in drag whenever we wanted and no one would ever care who's male or female. I suppose heavens like that I guess. I think every person sees heaven in their own way. A lot of people imagine everyone as they were on earth, but now dressed in white and really nice to everyone all the time. I see it as kind of this mishymashy multi-time-space experience where I'm just in total wonder worship of everything ever created by God. There's no point in whether someone has a penis or not because there's stuff way more interesting to worry about.

So anyway, I need to start investing in my appearance. Kinda sucks because it's so damn expensive - especially for me since I have expensive taste. (Oh psfh. I sound like such a dork.)

But seriously, I get all drooly over clothing that's $$$. Blah.

I skipped out on work today, but I don't really want to talk about it. I made a stupid-ass pot pie too and pretended to do Yoga and mostly spent the day just in a mental panic. Honestly, if I were single, I have no idea if I'd even be like aware of the outside world. Yup, I'd probably be 100% crazy-town.

This weekend there's a sci-fi convention thing. I'm not going. I never go to anything because I'm just too lazy to make the effort. I'm probably too lazy to ever change jobs, go back to school, or invest in my appearance.

"Oh Hi Depression"

"Hey there"

"Yeah...see I thought you were like ...leaving"

"No, I thought I'd hang around and give you some company"

"Why would I..."

"Because you're so lonely and goddamn bored with your life...so I can spice things up with my bag of TOTAL EMPTYNESS AND APATHY"

"Fuck you"

"Dont mind if I do"


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