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Jun. 14th, 2016 07:51 pm
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Today was an extremely busy day at work. First was the meeting about the blog, then the running meeting, then the department meeting, then the job shadow and finally the email meeting. Surprisingly, I actually did fit in a few work orders here and there too.

Around 1, I got a really bad headache... I still have a little bit of a headache. I'm trying to maintain normality though. I did yoga and practiced Russian. What I should do is practice Chopin's Nocturne in E-Minor. It's on my to-do list.

Ok Bye.

03102016

Mar. 10th, 2016 08:30 pm
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Just read an article or rather saw - it was kind of a photo series of babies being born. Some still covered in their sac. Blue. Wrinkly. Beautiful.

I've been thinking about beautiful drag queens. I was thinking that in an ideal world, we could all be in drag whenever we wanted and no one would ever care who's male or female. I suppose heavens like that I guess. I think every person sees heaven in their own way. A lot of people imagine everyone as they were on earth, but now dressed in white and really nice to everyone all the time. I see it as kind of this mishymashy multi-time-space experience where I'm just in total wonder worship of everything ever created by God. There's no point in whether someone has a penis or not because there's stuff way more interesting to worry about.

So anyway, I need to start investing in my appearance. Kinda sucks because it's so damn expensive - especially for me since I have expensive taste. (Oh psfh. I sound like such a dork.)

But seriously, I get all drooly over clothing that's $$$. Blah.

I skipped out on work today, but I don't really want to talk about it. I made a stupid-ass pot pie too and pretended to do Yoga and mostly spent the day just in a mental panic. Honestly, if I were single, I have no idea if I'd even be like aware of the outside world. Yup, I'd probably be 100% crazy-town.

This weekend there's a sci-fi convention thing. I'm not going. I never go to anything because I'm just too lazy to make the effort. I'm probably too lazy to ever change jobs, go back to school, or invest in my appearance.

"Oh Hi Depression"

"Hey there"

"Yeah...see I thought you were like ...leaving"

"No, I thought I'd hang around and give you some company"

"Why would I..."

"Because you're so lonely and goddamn bored with your life...so I can spice things up with my bag of TOTAL EMPTYNESS AND APATHY"

"Fuck you"

"Dont mind if I do"

2/18/2016

Feb. 18th, 2016 06:39 pm
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Today I am attempting to do everything on my "to do" list. So far I have cooked, cleaned, practiced yoga, and worked on art. Next up is finishing this blog post, practicing Russian, String Bass, Piano, and Coding. Also reading.

I think I'll read "American Gods" since I need something and it's right there on the floor. ha ha... I cleaned dished but not the random stuff on the floor. To be fair, the only stuff on the floor is folded laundry, Sams comic textbook, and that book.

I feel fantastic. Life is very good when I feel like I am making good use of my time. Otherwise I feel like I'm just sinking into a potato person.

Today I got a birthday present from my friend from college. It's a notebook. I feel special because Sam always has his little moleskin and now I have one too. I can keep secrets and ideas and everything fun like that.

Work today was boring as usual but I got fantastic news. My supervisor is going to let us do offsite personal development 2 hours a week on paid time. 1 hour is writing about our goals, strengths, and needs. We can go to the park or coffee shop or farmers market or wherever. The other hour is time to talk to her about how things are going. I really love summer. Work is right next to the water so I like to take lunch breaks in the hot summer outside and look out at the waves and the people in boats. :)

I was thinking about getting a tattoo the other day, but now I'm not so sure. I'm glad I'm not the type of person to rush into things.

Hmmm what else, what else... i dont know. Happy Thursday!

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